 g.holm
Down to earth normal every day person who loves life. I like to fish, hunt, golf, play with my kids, involved in my kids functions.
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What you will be reading is from a down to earth normal every day person who loved life. I like to fish, hunt, golf, play with my kids, involved in my kids functions, in other words I was an outgoing person who lost it all in a few short months.
Having irresistible compulsions and fears can create crippling responses. I started having these uncontrollable thoughts after I had taken some cold medication. I had an allergic reaction and almost fainted, which never happened to me before. So, every time I took any medication (tylonol, Ibuprofin ect.) I felt as if I was going to faint and did 3 times. After this happened things started compounding. I started to feel I was going to faint when I would think about what had happened and I could not make myself stop thinking about it. I have three kids and
when I would get into a car to take them to an event I would start to think what will happen if this starts while I,m driving and it did. I have had to have my wife, my parents, her parents to come and pick us up from the side of the road because I would have to pull over before I fainted and was to afraid to go any further. By the way, this was so embarrassing.
These thoughts began to consume me more and more, to the point I was afraid to go anywhere. I would think what if this happens while I'm at a school play, grocery shopping, etc. or almost anywhere I would go. I would make excuses why I couldn't go because I didn't want to tell my wife the true reason why I felt I couldn't go. I started having trouble with my marriage because of these horrible thoughts. I tried to tell my wife what was going on in my head, but I couldn't make her understand why I couldn't stop these thoughts and I couldn't make myself understand why either. I tried with all my might to stop these thoughts from happening over and over, but couldn't and this all happened over a period of about 3 months. I
felt like I was in prison because I could not go anywhere without worrying and it got even worse, I felt trapped at home too because they started happening there too.
I started having uncontrollable thoughts no matter where I was, at home, at work, all day and night. I realized I have to do something about this or I'm going to lose everything I have worked for. So, I started searching online trying to find some help and I did. I got lucky the, first thing I tried worked. I ordered an ebook called the The Root Cause and it was a life saver to me. In an easy to understand way it gives a detailed explanation of how we get OCD. Most importantly, it explains from an ex-sufferers point view, how to use a unique and
effective technique to eliminate the vicious cycle of OCD. The ebook The Root Cause is a must read, it can and will turn your life around if you read it carefully and take action. This truly worked for me and it can for you too.
Stop OCD - The book "The Root Cause" gives a detailed explanation of how to use a unique and effective technique to eliminate the vicious cycle of OCD.
